“Nervous energy。” She looked at me。 “How'd it go？”
“Okay。 I'm glad I went。”
She glanced at my dad and then at me。 “Well； good；” she sighed； then said； “I also felt like
scrubbing because I got a call from Patsy。”
“Loski？” my dad asked。 “Is something wrong？”
My mother pushed a few wisps of hair back and said； “No…。 She called to invite us over for
dinner on Friday。”
We blinked at her a moment； then I asked； “All of us？”
“Yes。”
I could see what my dad was thinking： Why？ All these years of living across the street； and
we'd never been invited over。 Why now？
My mom could see it； too。 She sighed and said； “Robert； I don't exactly know why； but she
was insistent。 She was practically in tears； saying how
……… Page 62………
sorry she was that she'd never invited us before and how she'd really like to get to know us
better。”
“What did you tell her？”
“I couldn't very well say no。 She was being so nice； and Chet has really done a lot…。” She
shrugged and said； “I said we'd go。 It's set for six
o'clock Friday night。”
“Really？” I asked。
She shrugged again。 “I think it might be nice。 A little strange； but nice。”
“Well； okay then；” my dad said。 “I won't schedule any overtime for Friday。 What about the
boys？”
“There's no gig on the calendar； and they're not scheduled to work； but I haven't talked to
them about it yet。”
“Are you sure they want us all over there？” my dad asked。
My mom nodded。 “She insists。”
I could tell the whole idea of dinner at the Loskis' was making my dad pretty unfortable；
but we could both see that something about this
invitation meant a lot to my mother。 “All right then；” he said； and got to work slicing cheese
and onions。
For the rest of the afternoon； I sort of lazed around； reading and daydreaming。 And at school
the next day； I couldn't seem to concentrate。 My
thoughts kept turning back to David。 I wondered what my grandparents had been like； and
what they'd gone through； having a son like him。
I daydreamed a lot about the sycamore tree； too； which at first I thought was because I was
feeling melancholy。 But then I remembered how my
mother had called the sycamore a testimony to endurance。 It had survived being damaged
as a sapling。 It had grown。 Other people thought it was
ugly； but I never had。
Maybe it was all how you looked at it。 Maybe there were things I saw as ugly that other
people thought were beautiful。
Like Shelly Stalls。 A perfect example！ To me there was absolutely nothing to remend her；
but the rest of the world seemed to think she was
the cat's meow。
Me…ow。
Anyway； I sort of drifted through the week like that。 Until Thursday。 Thursday our social
studies class went to the library to do research for our
famous historical figure report。 I'd chosen Susan B。 Anthony and her fight for the right to vote；
and I was in the middle of tracking down some books
when Darla Tressler flagged me from the end of a stack。
Darla was in a few of my classes； but we weren't really friends； so I looked behind me to see
who else she might be flagging。
“e here！” she mouthed； frantically waving me over。
So I hurried over。 She pointed through the column of books and whispered； “Listen！”
It was Garrett's voice。 And then Bryce's。 And they were talking about … me。 About my
chickens。 And salmonella poisoning。 And how Bryce had
been throwing away my eggs。 And about me fixing up our yard。
Bryce was sounding like he felt really bad； but then suddenly my blood ran cold。 He was
talking about David！
And then Garrett laughed and said； “A retard？ Well； that explains a lot； doesn't it？ You
know… about Juli？”
For a second； there was silence。 And at that moment I was sure they must be able to hear
my heart pounding in my chest； but then Bryce laughed
and said； “Oh； right。”
I positively crumbled onto the floor。 And in a flash the voices were gone。 Darla checked
around the corner； then sat beside me； saying； “Oh； Jules；
I'm so； so sorry。 I thought he was about to confess that he's been crushing on you。”
……… Page 63………
“What？ Darla； Bryce does not have a crush on me。”
“Where have you been？ Haven't you noticed the way he's been looking at you？ That boy is
lost in Loveland。”
“Oh； obviously！ You just heard him； Darla！”
“Yeah； but yesterday； yesterday I caught him staring at you and he said there was a bee in
your hair。 A bee； girl。 Is that the lamest cover…up you've
ever heard or what？”
“Darla； the way things have been going； I wouldn't be surprised if there was a bee in my
hair。”
“Oh； you think you're that sweet； huh？ Just attract bees like honey？ Well； honey； the only
bee you're attracting around here is B…r…y…c…e。 Cute；
yeah。 But after what I just heard； I'd stomp and grind； girl。 Stomp and grind。” She got up to go
but turned and said； “Don't worry。 I won't jabber。”
I just shook my head and forgot about Darla。 How wrong could a person be。
It was what Bryce and Garrett had said that I couldn't forget。 How could they be so cruel？
And so stupid？ Is this what my father had gone through
growing up？
The more I thought about it； the angrier I got。 What right did Bryce have to make fun of my
uncle？ How dare he！
I felt fire burn in my cheeks and a cold； hard knot tighten in my heart。 And in a flash I knew—I
was through with Bryce Loski。 He could keep his
brilliant blue eyes。 He could keep his two…faced smile and… and my kiss。 That's right！ He
could keep that； too。 I was never； ever going to talk to him
again！
I stormed back to the section of books on Susan B。 Anthony； found two that would work； and
then went back to my table。 But as I was collecting
my things to check out of the library； I remembered。 The next day we were going to the
Loskis' house for dinner。
I zipped up my backpack and threw it on my shoulder。 Surely after what had happened； I had
the right to vote against going！
Didn't I？
The Serious Willies
Realizing that my father had the same sense of humor as Garrett gave me the serious willies。
I had the hardest time just looking at my dad； let alone
speaking to him。 But at about five o'clock Friday afternoon I agreed with him about one thing
— we should've barbecued。 A barbecue is more； you
know； low…key。 Instead； my mom was flying around the kitchen； slicing and dicing and
barking orders at Dad and me like the president was ing
to dinner。
We swept the floor； put an extra leaf in the table； brought in five more chairs； and set the
table。 We set it all wrong； of course； but all my mother
had to do was shuffle things around to make it right。 It looked the same to me； but what do I
know？
She put out candlesticks and said； “Rick； can you load the dishes and run them？ I'd like a
chance to get cleaned up。 After that you can change。
And Bryce？ What are you wearing？”
“Mom； it's the Bakers。 Are you trying to make them feel totally worthless？”
“Trina and I agreed on a dress…up； so — ”
“But why？”
My dad put a hand on my shoulder and said； “So fortable； son。”
Women。 I looked at her and said； “Does that mean I have to wear a tie？”
“No； but some sort of button…down instead of a T…shirt would be nice。”
I went down to my room and ripped through my closet looking for something with buttons。
There were lots of buttons； all right。 Lots of geeky
……… Page 64………
buttons。 I thought about boycotting my mother's dress…code requirements； but instead I
started putting on shirts。
Twenty minutes later I still wasn't dressed。 And I was extremely ticked off about it because
what did it matter？ Why did I care what I looked like at
this stupid dinner？ I was acting like a girl。
Then through a gap in my curtains I saw them ing。 Out their front door； down their
walkway； across the street。 It was like a weird dream。 They
seemed to be floating toward our house。 All five of them。
I pulled a shirt off my bed； punched my arms in； and buttoned up。
Two seconds later the doorbell rang and Mom called； “Can you get that； Bryce？”
Luckily； Granddad beat me to it。 He greeted them all like they were long…lost family and even
seemed to know which one was Matt and which one
was Mike。 One was wearing a purple shirt and the other was wearing a green one； so it
shouldn't have been that hard to remember which was
which； but they came in and pinched my cheeks and said； “Hey； baby brother！ How's it
goin'？” and I got so mad I mixed them up again。
My mother zoomed in from the kitchen； saying； “e in； e in。 It's so nice you all could
make it。” She called； “Lyn…et…ta！ Rick！ We've got pa…
ny！” but then stopped short when she saw Juli and Mrs。 Baker。 “Well； what's this？” she asked。
“Homemade pies？”
Mrs。 Baker s