[科幻]宿主- 第41部分

I　wrote　was　memory　or　dream；　or　sleep…typing；　maybe。”　
I　went　along　with　the　words—Melanie’s　words—as　they　flowed　easily　from　my　mouth；　I　even　added　
my　own　lighthearted　laugh　at　the　end。　It　was　dishonest　of　me。　Shameful　behavior。　But　I　would　not　let　the　
Seeker　know　that　I　was　weaker　than　my　host。　
For　once；　Melanie　was　not　smug　at　having　bested　me。　She　was　too　relieved；　too　grateful　that　I　had　not；　
for　my　own　petty　reasons；　given　her　away。　

　

　I　bit　my　lip　hard。　Melanie　wanted　so　badly　to　make　another　denial；　to　claim　the　boy　was　just　part　of　a　
dream。Don’t　be　stupid；　I　told　her。That　would　be　so　obvious。　It　said　much　for　the　repellent　nature　of　the　
Seeker　that　she　could　put　Melanie　and　me　on　the　same　side　of　an　argument。

　I　hate　her。Melanie’s　whisper　was　sharp；　painful　like　a　cut。

　I　know；　I　know。I　wished　I　could　deny　that　I　felt…　similarly。　Hate　was　an　unforgivable　emotion。　But　the　
Seeker　was…　very　difficult　to　like。　Impossible。

　The　Seeker　interrupted　my　internal　conversation。　“So；　other　than　the　new　location　to　review；　you　have　
no　more　help　for　me　on　the　road　maps？”

　I　felt　my　body　react　to　her　critical　tone。　“I　never　said　they　were　lines　on　a　road　map。　That’s　your　
assumption。　And　no；　I　have　nothing　else。”

　She　clicked　her　tongue　quickly　three　times。　“But　you　said　they　were　directions。”

　“That’s　what　I　think　they　are。　I’m　not　getting　anything　more。”

　“Why　not？　Haven’t　you　subdued　the　human　yet？”　She　laughed　loudly。　Laughing　at　me。

　I　turned　my　back　to　her　and　concentrated　on　calming　myself。　I　tried　to　pretend　that　she　wasn’t　there。　
That　I　was　all　alone　in　my　austere　kitchen；　staring　out　the　window　into　the　little　patch　of　night　sky；　at　the　
three　bright　stars　I　could　see　through　it。

　Well；　as　alone　as　I　ever　was。

　While　I　stared　at　the　tiny　points　of　light　in　the　blackness；　the　lines　that　I’d　seen　over　and　over　again—in　
my　dreams　and　in　my　broken　memories；　cropping　up　at　strange；　unrelated　moments—flashed　through　my　
head。

　The　first：　a　slow；　rough　curve；　then　a　sharp　turn　north；　another　sharp　turn　back　the　other　way；　twisting　
back　to　the　north　for　a　longer　stretch；　and　then　the　abrupt　southern　decline　that　flattened　out　into　another　
shallow　curve。

　The　second：　a　ragged　zigzag；　four　tight　switchbacks；　the　fifth　point　strangely　blunt；　like　it　was　broken…

　The　third：　a　smooth　wave；　interrupted　by　a　sudden　spur　that　swung　a　thin；　long　finger　out　to　the　north　
and　back。

　Inprehensible；　seemingly　meaningless。　But　I　knew　this　was　important　to　Melanie。　From　the　very　
beginning　I’d　known　that。　She　protected　this　secret　more　fiercely　than　any　other；　next　to　the　boy；　her　
brother。　I’d　had　no　idea　of　his　existence　before　the　dream　last　night。　I　wondered　what　it　was　that　had　
broken　her。　Maybe　as　she　grew　louder　in　my　head；　she　would　lose　more　of　her　secrets　to　me。

　Maybe　she　would　slip　up；　and　I　would　see　what　these　strange　lines　meant。　I　knew　they　meant　something。　
That　they　led　somewhere。　

　

　They　led　back　to　Jared；　of　course。　Back　to　both　of　them；　Jared　and　Jamie。　Where　else？　What　other　
location　could　possibly　hold　any　meaning　for　her？　Only　now　I　saw　that　it　was　notback；　because　none　of　
them　had　ever　followed　these　lines　before。　Lines　that　had　been　as　much　of　a　mystery　to　her　as　they　were　
to　me；　until…

　The　wall　was　slow　to　block　me。　She　was　distracted；　paying　more　attention　to　the　Seeker　than　I　was。　
She　fluttered　in　my　head　at　a　sound　behind　me；　and　that　was　the　first　I　was　aware　of　the　Seeker’s　
approach。

　The　Seeker　sighed。　“I　expected　more　of　you。　Your　track　record　seemed　so　promising。”

　“It’s　a　pity　you　weren’t　free　for　the　assignment　yourself。　I’m　sure　if　you’d　had　to　deal　with　a　resistant　
host；　it　would　have　been　child’s　play。”　I　didn’t　turn　to　look　at　her。　My　voice　stayed　level。

　She　sniffed。　“The　early　waves　were　challenging　enough　even　without　a　resistant　host。”

　“Yes。　I’ve　experienced　a　few　settlings　myself。”

　The　Seeker　snorted。　“Were　the　See　Weeds　very　difficult　to　tame？　Did　they　flee？”

　I　kept　my　voice　calm。　“We　had　no　trouble　in　the　South　Pole。　Of　course；　the　North　was　another　matter。　
It　was　badly　mishandled。　We　lost　the　entire　forest。”　The　sadness　of　that　time　echoed　behind　my　words。　A　
thousand　sentient　beings；　closing　their　eyes　forever　rather　than　accept　us。　They’d　curled　their　leaves　from　
the　suns　and　starved。

　Good　for　them；Melanie　whispered。　There　was　no　venom　attached　to　the　thought；　only　approval　as　she　
saluted　the　tragedy　in　my　memory。

　It　was　such　a　waste。I　let　the　agony　of　the　knowledge；　the　feel　of　the　dying　thoughts　that　had　racked　us　
with　our　sister　forest’s　pain；　wash　through　my　head。

　It　was　death　either　way。

　The　Seeker　spoke；　and　I　tried　to　concentrate　on　just　one　conversation。

　“Yes。”　Her　voice　was　unfortable。　“That　was　poorly　executed。”

　“You　can　never　be　too　careful　when　it　es　to　doling　out　power。　Some　aren’t　as　careful　as　they　should　
be。”

　She　didn’t　answer；　and　I　heard　her　move　a　few　steps　back。　Everyone　knew　that　the　misstep　behind　the　
mass　suicide　belonged　to　the　Seekers；　who；　because　the　See　Weeds　couldn’tflee；　had　underestimated　
their　ability　toescape。　They’d　proceeded　recklessly；　beginning　the　first　settlement　before　we　had　
adequate　numbers　in　place　for　a　full…scale　assimilation。　By　the　time　they　realized　what　the　See　Weeds　
were　capable　of；　were　willing　to　do；　it　was　too　late。　The　next　shipment　of　hibernating　souls　was　too　far　
away；　and　before　they’d　arrived；　the　northern　forest　was　lost。　

　

　“I’m　sorry　I　can’t　help　you　further。”　I　said　the　words　firmly；　trying　to　make　the　dismissal　clear。　I　was　
ready　to　have　my　house　to　myself　again。To　ourselves；　Melanie　inserted　spitefully。　I　sighed。　She　was　so　
full　of　herself　now。　“You　really　shouldn’t　have　troubled　yourself　to　e　so　far。”

　“It’s　the　job；”　the　Seeker　said；　shrugging。　“You’re　my　only　assignment。　Until　I　find　the　rest　of　them；　I　
may　as　well　stick　close　to　you　and　hope　I　get　lucky。”

　CHAPTER　7

　Confronted

　Yes；　Faces　Sunward？”　I　asked；　grateful　to　the　raised　hand　for　interrupting　my　lecture。　I　did　not　feel　as　
fortable　behind　the　lectern　as　I　usually　did。　My　biggest　strength；　my　only　real　credential—for　my　host　
body　had　had　little　in　the　way　of　a　formal　education；　on　the　run　since　her　early　adolescence—was　the　
personal　experience　I　usually　taught　from。　This　was　the　first　world’s　history　I’d　presented　this　semester　
for　which　I　had　no　memories　to　draw　upon。　I　was　sure　my　students　were　suffering　the　difference。

　“I’m　sorry　to　interrupt；　but…”　The　white…haired　man　paused；　struggling　to　word　his　question。　“I’m　not　
sure　I　understand。　The　Fire…Tasters　actually…ingest　the　smoke　from　burning　the　Walking　Flowers？　Like　
food？”　He　tried　to　suppress　the　horror　in　his　tone。　It　was　not　a　soul’s　place　to　judge　another　soul。　But　I　
was　not　surprised；　given　his　background　on　the　Planet　of　the　Flowers；　at　his　strong　reaction　to　the　fate　of　
a　similar　life…form　on　another　world。

　It　was　always　amazing　to　me　how　some　souls　buried　themselves　in　the　affairs　of　whichever　world　they　
inhabited　and　ignored　the　rest　of　the　universe。　But；　to　be　fair；　perhaps　Faces　Sunward　had　been　in　
hibernation　when　Fire　World　became　notorious。

　“Yes；　they　receive　essential　nutrients　from　this　smoke。　And　therein　lies　the　fundamental　dilemma　and　the　
controversy　of　Fire　World—and　the　reason　the　planet　has　not　been　closed；　though　there　has　certainly　
been　adequate　time　to　populate　it　fully。　There　is　also　a　high　relocation　percentage。

　“When　Fire　World　was　discovered；　it　was　at　first　thought　that　the　dominant　species；　the　Fire…Tasters；　
were　the　only　intelligent　life…forms　present。　The　Fire…Tasters　did　not　consider　the　Walking　Flowers　to　be　
their　equals—a　cultural　prejudice—so　it　was　a　while；　even　after　the　first　wave　of　settling；　before　the　souls　
realized　they　were　murdering　intelligent　creatures。　Since　then；　Fire　World　scientists　have　focused　their　
efforts　on　finding　a　replacement　for　the　dietary　needs　of　the　Fire…Tasters。　Spiders　are　being　transported　
there　to　help；　but　the　planets　are　hundreds　of　light…years　apart。　When　this　obstacle　is　overe；　as　it　will　
be　soon；　I’m　sure；　there　is　hope　that　the　Walking　Flowers　might　also　be　assimilated。　In　the　meantime；　
much　of　the　brutality　has　been　removed　from　the　equation。　The；　ah；　burning…alive　portion；　of　course；　and　
other　aspects　as　well。”

　“How　can　they…”　Faces　Sunward　trailed　off；　unable　to　finish。

　Another　voice　pleted　Faces　Sunward’s　thought。　“It　seems　like　a　very　cruel　ecosystem。　Why　was　the　
planet　not　abandoned？”

　“That　has　been　debated；　naturally；　Robert。　But　we　do　not　abandon　planets　lightly。　There　are　many　souls　
for　whom　Fire　World　is　home。　They　will　not　be　uprooted　against　their　will。”　I　looked　away；　back　at　my　

　

　“But　it’s　barbaric！”

　Robert　was　physically　younger　than　most　of　the　other　students—closer　to　my　age；　in　fact；　than　any　
other。　And　truly　a　child　in　a　more　important　way。　Earth　was　his　first　world—the　Mother　in　this　case　had　
actually　been　an　Earth…dweller；　too；　before